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2012!

It is the year 2012. It is cold outside but not yet snowy. Sniffles abound and it’s hard to concentrate. I am alone- but not for long: tomorrow or the day after that, a roommate will appear. Soon, my second-to-last semester at college will begin.

Let’s see how I do.

Dec 18th, 2011 @ 1:40 am

Decemberly Updates

I finished my last final exam yesterday. School is, for the most part, over for the year. I was disturbingly sick throughout the whole semester, and came pretty close to dragging myself to a hospital, but everything’s better now. My stomach doesn’t hurt and I’m taking it easy. I’m enjoying a week or two of solitude before my new roommate arrives. I moved my PC to the living room and now our thirty-something inch TV works as my monitor.

The weeks have been somewhat complicated. Classes were easy enough, but work was not. You can try hard to be good at what you do but at the end of the day, a job that pays for ten hours of labor (and demands thirty) does not help solve your economic woes. I’ve managed to pay the bills on time but money is an issue. I’ve considered trying to get a real part time job this coming year, but the legalities are troublesome.

To tell the truth, I’d been wanting this semester to be over for a while— but I loved the time I got to spend with The Subject, and I enjoyed learning new things in class, and I’ve been able to appreciate how good I have it in general.

I get awkward pockets of free time when I’m unsure what to do so I sometimes plan projects for the future or end up doing the complete opposite of that: I check out what’s going on with my past. My stalking skills are unpolished but Ana seems to be doing fine. I’ve been thinking maybe I should get a non-micro blog of my own, but I only have things to say when I don’t feel the need to have things to say.

It’s strange that I’m doing more adult-like things and planning for more adult-like futures because when I’m with Alex, we act like children. I like it a lot. I noticed that I essentially stopped recording videos or taking many pictures in the last year or so. I think I’m scared of jinxing my luck if I try to capture it. I’m also scared of some other things enough that I don’t even want to create an online record of them.

But overall, life is swell. My family is holding up okay in Argentina, and my brother is about to graduate. He’s a super awesome guy from time to time— he even sent me a Christmas gift. My sister is, I believe, trying to find herself in Colombia, and I think it’s good for her. My dad deserves a break but he’s my dad so what he deserves and what he gets are two different things. I hope I will somehow find a way to help him after I graduate— there’s too much he’s done for me, so thinking about a way to return it is overwhelming. I think my mom continues to be my mom, which is good.

The Subject is with his friends in Montreal. He sent me an email retelling some Canadian adventures involving cheap Korean coats, my scarf, a strip club, and more. I’ve managed to become friendly with a lot of people but I can’t say I’ve formed a group the way he has— it’s kind of a bummer but it’s nothing too unexpected; I can’t handle it like most people can. Maybe I’m missing some essential protein. I’d say I’m doing well considering how inadequate I am!

I’m going to turn 22 not too long from now. Sometimes I have to stop to think and observe the reality of my life: this is it! I’m living it! It’s here! It’s an overwhelming thought for 1:40am. I think I’ll go have some more kitkats.

Nov 25th, 2011 @ 2:28 am

Nada como estar muy enferma para apreciar la vida

Hoy me desperte llorando por segundo dia consecutivo, convencida de que me estoy muriendo

Edit: pero no me estoy muriendo. EN TU CARA, MUERTE!
Muerte: ;_;

Nov 18th, 2011 @ 3:01 pm

Whoops

I get back home and eagerly run for the mailbox: I ordered a package from China and I can’t wait to receive it. And—what’s that? It’s a package! It finally arrived! Right on time too!

Wait a second— I recognize this package. I SENT THIS PACKAGE. WHY IS THIS PACKAGE HERE AND NOT IN ARGENTINA? WHAT ARE YOU DOING PACKAGE GO BACK H- oh. Insufficient postage huh.

FUCK YOU USPS I’M USING AMAZON NOW. AND SHIP ME MY DAMN CHINESE PACKAGE.

Sep 28th, 2011 @ 3:45 pm

I just sent this text message to the subject

Yo yo this is my rap. I will bust your ass if you don’t say it’s whack. I work for a nazi day in day out. Bitch my minimum wage is eight bucks an hour. I like nuggets and I like baths. If that’s not gangsta then fuck your cat. Thanks for the florals and have a nice day. If they ask who you’re dating tell them I’m dr. dre. Peace outttt.